It took less than one week for me to get hooked on nights? I hate this crap. I get tired and if I even think about laying down, I have to lay there for hours on end. And even than I pop up out of bed in the afternoon. Ugh. This is no bueno. Nights are really, really going to funk up my schedule. I miss being a day person dang it. I really, really do.
In other news, I got a new job. Thank the lord in heaven..because that other place was a nightmare. No breaks, the machines broke down at critical moments (IE with a resident suspended in mid-air above their wheel chair), the staff was clearly out to get one another, people yelled at one another and generally did not respect each other. And last but not least there were over 30 total dependent cares residents for 2 people. That is insane to me.
Hoping that this new place is better. I have heard already that it is. I am also going to be getting my med aide here soon. I need to get back into school! Speaking of school, I made the dean's list again. Woot. Take that, all A's 3.8something GPA. I am hoping, praying that my GPA is good enough to get me into SOME sort of nursing program. Still a long ways off, but definately something that has to be considered at all times.
Other than that, this weekend I am doing 2 photo shoots. A gothic sort of themed one and than an engagment photoshoot on Sunday. I am nervous and excited all at once. I hope it goes alright, I really do.
After a week or so of working at the crazy place, I am pretty sure I may have lost a bit of weight. Not sure how I feel about it. I do want to start P90X or something like it. Hubby canceled my gym membership. That needs to be fixed soon. I miss going to the classes!! Other than that..nothing big has been going on besides the fact that my son is pretty much chatting. Why does he have to grow so dang fast? I miss him being little bitty baby Jaxon.
Alright, I am going to TRY and sleep. Good night all!
Showing posts with label photography. Show all posts
Showing posts with label photography. Show all posts
Friday, March 18, 2011
INSOMNIA EL SUCKO
Labels:
CNA stories,
Dean's List,
gym,
hubby,
nursing school,
photography,
school,
work
Monday, February 14, 2011
Picasa Web Albums for the win!!
I think I may have just fallen in love with Google even more! It connects my web albums to my blog! ZOMG! No having to upload multiple pictures at once. Such a headche that is! Alright google, you are slowing becoming a favorite of mine again.
On a side note: I am sick and tired of the internal debate that comes with eating. SICK of it. Why do I have to grapple with myself for twenty minutes over one kit kat bar stick?! That seems excessive. Stay back you stupid demon! I won't fall pray to your clutches. So there!!
On a side note: I am sick and tired of the internal debate that comes with eating. SICK of it. Why do I have to grapple with myself for twenty minutes over one kit kat bar stick?! That seems excessive. Stay back you stupid demon! I won't fall pray to your clutches. So there!!
Labels:
accept it damnit,
anorexia,
google rocks,
photography
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
All I needed was some GPS....
Alright...alright...time to lock it down and get back on track. I can tell that my body is changing...even if the damn number on the scale does not seem to be budging. What is up with that?! Maybe it's my period? I DON'T KNOW. Ugh. That is exactly why I do not step on the scale. That right there!! But my size 20s...yes folks I wear a 20...are really loose. I can pull the dang things off my butt without unbuttoning/unzipping.
On a side note though, I am mucho excited about my photography. It's getting better...and I have SO many ideas. On top of that I have people asking me if I will take photos for them! A friend of mine wants me to shoot pictures at her reception..and a woman I found on craigslist needs me to shoot her wedding as well. Her's I am doing for free. She is disabled and so is her fiance, and it kinda tugged at my strings...But I think I am getting to the point where I need to start charging. Soon. Very soon. The next step will be to actually get my website launched. And to come up with an actual list of prices.
I've been dreaming of planning events. It keeps creeping up on me. There is so much I want to do. So many ideas I want to impliment. But my wedding is over, this presents a problem. I am going to have to create an outlet for this soon, before it drives me nuts. Because saving all of these centerpieces, flowers, gowns, and what not on my computer is NOT healthy. STOP IT!!
On that note, time to get agoing. Hope ya'll are doing well.
~ A.
On a side note though, I am mucho excited about my photography. It's getting better...and I have SO many ideas. On top of that I have people asking me if I will take photos for them! A friend of mine wants me to shoot pictures at her reception..and a woman I found on craigslist needs me to shoot her wedding as well. Her's I am doing for free. She is disabled and so is her fiance, and it kinda tugged at my strings...But I think I am getting to the point where I need to start charging. Soon. Very soon. The next step will be to actually get my website launched. And to come up with an actual list of prices.
I've been dreaming of planning events. It keeps creeping up on me. There is so much I want to do. So many ideas I want to impliment. But my wedding is over, this presents a problem. I am going to have to create an outlet for this soon, before it drives me nuts. Because saving all of these centerpieces, flowers, gowns, and what not on my computer is NOT healthy. STOP IT!!
On that note, time to get agoing. Hope ya'll are doing well.
~ A.
Labels:
iamcrazy,
photography,
wedding planning,
weight
Monday, January 10, 2011
Excited about the future...
So lately I have been talking with a fellow photographer friend of mine. I shot a wedding with her on NYE. It was amazing. I learned a ton, and realized there is a ton more for me to learn.
Anyways, we are throwing a boudoir party at the end of this month. It should be nothing short of amazing. We are getting a makeup artist to come in and do the make up for the women. There will be appetizers and mimosas and all around greatness. I'm excited at the thought of possible perspectives for what may come of this. There could be more parties in the future, maybe studio space and a new business partner?
This photographer is amazing. She has a genuine spirit and is just all around awesome. I can see learning alot from her, and I'm excited to step out into this new journey.
I have ideas for a studio buzzing in the back of my head. Pretty little sets, gorgeous reception area. But that's in the future. One day at a time ya know.
On another note, I've lost another inch on my waist. Don't ask me how it is I did it, because I have not been going to the gym because I have been busy, so I don't know what is causing it. In the long run, I don't care. I am out of size 20 and into an 18. And I don't even know how long I will last in the 18s.
Excited for me? I know I am!
Anyways, we are throwing a boudoir party at the end of this month. It should be nothing short of amazing. We are getting a makeup artist to come in and do the make up for the women. There will be appetizers and mimosas and all around greatness. I'm excited at the thought of possible perspectives for what may come of this. There could be more parties in the future, maybe studio space and a new business partner?
This photographer is amazing. She has a genuine spirit and is just all around awesome. I can see learning alot from her, and I'm excited to step out into this new journey.
I have ideas for a studio buzzing in the back of my head. Pretty little sets, gorgeous reception area. But that's in the future. One day at a time ya know.
On another note, I've lost another inch on my waist. Don't ask me how it is I did it, because I have not been going to the gym because I have been busy, so I don't know what is causing it. In the long run, I don't care. I am out of size 20 and into an 18. And I don't even know how long I will last in the 18s.
Excited for me? I know I am!
Labels:
future,
Jaime Dela Cruz,
photography,
studio
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Time to get back into the game....
Alright...so as you can see, I disappeared for a long while. Guess what...? I am back now. Not skinny, but still working on it. I am healthy though. No binging, no purging...no ugliness in the least. There have been moments of weakness, but all I have to do is look at that little chubby faced cherub that I birthed, and life gets better.
I am in my second semester at Metro. Looks like I may be switching over to Clarkson though, if I can help it. I am applying for a scholarship there. Hopefully I get it. Hopefully I will be able to change some things and get on the right path. There are other options though, incase this falls through.
Let's see...what else? Photography...its bumping along. There is alot I want to do with it, but it's a slow moving process considering the price of the equipment. But my faith was restored in my vision and eye. Yay. Thank you J for that. She's an amazing photog, that helped me see again.
Nothing overly earthshattering. I just missed posting and taking down all of my thoughts. It's time to get back into it. I'm taking the reigns again. Getting back in the drivers seat. You scared yet? I'm not.
I am in my second semester at Metro. Looks like I may be switching over to Clarkson though, if I can help it. I am applying for a scholarship there. Hopefully I get it. Hopefully I will be able to change some things and get on the right path. There are other options though, incase this falls through.
Let's see...what else? Photography...its bumping along. There is alot I want to do with it, but it's a slow moving process considering the price of the equipment. But my faith was restored in my vision and eye. Yay. Thank you J for that. She's an amazing photog, that helped me see again.
Nothing overly earthshattering. I just missed posting and taking down all of my thoughts. It's time to get back into it. I'm taking the reigns again. Getting back in the drivers seat. You scared yet? I'm not.
Labels:
anorexia,
I'm back,
photography,
school
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