Love of my life..

I think I have figured out that my baby is afraid of the dark. Poor thing. He gets so distraught when I put him down to bed and the light gets turned off. I think I may have to get him a night light so that he doesn't get scared in the middle of the night, especially since he has been waking up and coming in to sleep with mommy and daddy. God I love that little peanut. He is my heart.

On the school front...I start back up next Tuesday. I am kind of excited, but moreso I just want to get in..and get this done. I want to have my degree and be living my life..not puttering around in school again. But, you know what, I will suck it up and work it out..because it's for the best in the future. I don't want Jaxon to have to worry about anything when he's older. He will have a college fund..and it will all be paid for..if he decides he wants to go to college. Besides..I want to be able to spoil him with a car when he turns 16..and trips to Disney World or something.

I need to update his more often..record the things that my bug says. He's so funny..and so damn smart. He knows his shapes! Heart, square, star, circle. So smart. So very, very smart. He also loves when mommy sings to him before he goes to sleep. I can not believe how big my baby is getting. Seems like just yesterday. *Sigh* I just want to hold him and make him quit growing..pause the moment and keep it like that forever. Tomorrow I need to take some new pictures of him.

I am going to try and update weekly..if not daily..I want to better record what he does every day. I don't want to forget anything about these days. Not a single thing.

Excited about the future...

So lately I have been talking with a fellow photographer friend of mine. I shot a wedding with her on NYE. It was amazing. I learned a ton, and realized there is a ton more for me to learn.

Anyways, we are throwing a boudoir party at the end of this month. It should be nothing short of amazing. We are getting a makeup artist to come in and do the make up for the women. There will be appetizers and mimosas and all around greatness. I'm excited at the thought of possible perspectives for what may come of this. There could be more parties in the future, maybe studio space and a new business partner?

This photographer is amazing. She has a genuine spirit and is just all around awesome. I can see learning alot from her, and I'm excited to step out into this new journey.

I have ideas for a studio buzzing in the back of my head. Pretty little sets, gorgeous reception area. But that's in the future. One day at a time ya know.

On another note, I've lost another inch on my waist. Don't ask me how it is I did it, because I have not been going to the gym because I have been busy, so I don't know what is causing it. In the long run, I don't care. I am out of size 20 and into an 18. And I don't even know how long I will last in the 18s.

Excited for me? I know I am!